my scoop.
Well, I guess I’m a blogger now. It’s going to be quite a learning curve, but well worth it. See I’m one of those “lost soul” people that wander a lot. There’s a lot of us out there and although I never wanted to classify myself as “lost,” I do have a soul which makes my accusation at least part right. The “lost” in me is the part where I’m never able to stay in one place for more than 2 months before I get the travel bug or the wild hair you know where…Anyway, when I get those urges, it’s not that I am trying to find myself, I’m just so afraid I am going to miss something that I simply must go. In all that “going” I miss things at the home base. A no-win situation in my head. You see this causes a lot of conflicts of self and makes me the most indecisive person I have ever met. This goes for every aspect in my life, not just travel, but clothing, cooking, eating, friends, engagements, boyfriends, my living quarters, jobs…etc. The one and only constant thing that has been with me for 5 years is my dog Tayen. She loves me more than anything and I couldn’t change that if I tried. I guess that makes me wonder, if I am not #1 somewhere, do I just simply leave? Hmmm…
My brother started this page up for me, and I am finally using it. It’s not that I didn’t want to use this wonderful page, I just didn’t know what in the world to write about. That wouldn’t have been a problem a few years ago. I’ve gotten a little more reserved as I’ve gotten older and that made it harder to, well, open up my life to the world. You will not find perfection here, or supreme enlightenment,
(if you do, tell me where so I can take my own advice! ) But here you will find words of my experiences, thoughts, ideas, and emotions including happiness and depression. This can be a forum, this can be a joke, this can be a journal, this can be a record of events…but I am now creating another much needed constant for myself. A blog all about me.
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